I won't rule anything out but I will say the road is harder for her now. I guess I should say for "us". But she had a fairly easy pass until this past weekend... I do still care about the girl, I prolly always will. But my respect for her hit an all time low now.
I see that life without her, even though I don't like to admit it, is very possible. I have opened my eyes to that possibility and am ok with it. At this point she is nothing but a "prospect" mixed in the field. She does stand out a bit in that field because she is the mother of my child, but she doesn't stand on a pedistool now.
Uphill, my friend, I think you made it. They will always stand out in the field just because. You are at a place where maybe one day I can get to - I am just learning to walk without stumbling all over the place. Hats off to you!
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
