Thank you Vise, I appreciate your support. We are sharing a similar experiences with our wifes.
Vanilla thank you for the hug. I have not hugged a woman in a very long time.
Good question Azzork-"So what are you doing to fill this void in your life?" The void must have always be there. I didn't even realize that until your question gave me pause. I don't notice because with work, school and GAL activities I am thoroughly distracted. It is in those quiet reflective moments that I sense the loss of hope and courage. I am now aware of it now and understand what is happening. I will experience the emotions, acknowledge the feeling and then let go of it. It works with anger so it should work in this application.
pho-""You know the whole concept of the left behind spouse becoming the walk away? I am waiting for this moment. I just hope it comes.
I miss being married, sharing a life with someone, holding hands, getting a hug, waking up together and all the little things that one shares on a daily basis.
