Gonna post a baby step and some thoughts other than illness. Yesterday evening was so great, H asked me to go for a walk, (thats an invite to do something 4 out of the last 5 weekends, I believe) it was so wonderful, we walked hard and talked and laughed like old times for over an hour. H talked about getting the camper ready to go to the lake (we havent gone for almost 3 years!) Baby steps. H was in such a good mood last night. This morning when his alarm went off, he actually snuggled w/me just a minute before he got up for his infamous phone call. I will feel like it's a giant step if I can ever get him to ml then and skip the phone call. hehehe I got emails from him today at work, usually when she's around on Tuesday I don't hear much from him. One of them was about needing to get a new job pronto, just after an email from OW to all employees about losing her keys, so I wondered if there was a connection, naughty mind that I have.
Also last night, H made a comment about not being able to go out of town in his old vehicle without worrying about problems w/it. I've wondered if this was part of her appeal to him, as weird as that sounds, and kind of take his off-hand comments to heart. then on the way home as we were talking about his dads new SUV, S made a comment about how his dad used to always talk and talk and talk about how cool hers was. So, I still wonder if it didnt cause a disagreement between them somehow that now he has his very own....talk about jr high stuff! oh well....I still got baby steps!!!! I'm curious to see what kind of mood he's in when he gets home tonight!
