There is light...

[Kembo05]

KTFO: I was in the same boat. at the beginning I thought I had all of the issues and it was somehow my fault. I've realized that isn't the case. I don't know your situation but my WW needs me to be the bad guy and she wants to blame me, but I have too much life ahead of me and too many positive things to focus on to let her drag me down to the pit she is living in.

sounds like you are on the right path for sure. Rise above the negative stuff and live the life you want to live. My motto once I saw that light was "you are a victim of the rules you live by" and im going to make my own rules, I won't let my WW make them.