This:
The moment you stop letting your spouse dictate your emotions, your thoughts, and your actions you will start to power through this storm of your life. I can't emphasize enough that it isn't easy, and im by no means fully recovered and skipping through life. You control your happiness, not your spouse."

That is awesome, that is what I needed to hear. I've started to realize and have come to know that "It's about me! I love Me, and if she's not willing to then so be it. I'm too good of a Father, Man and she'll tell you a husband (although not good enough evidently). I can't stress how AWESOME it is to hear this! As I wade through this feeling alone and broke down, I know I am on the right path and I WILL NOT LET HER DRAG ME DOWN.