I am in the same sit as you, just like you have said on my thread. I have been feeling the same as you, questioning why I am fighting for this W that does not want me. May we both get through this feeling, to the other side.
Me late 30's W mid 30's T 15, M 10 S4, S7 ILYBNILWY June 2015 In house S July 2015 W rings off Oct 2015 My ring off Feb 2015 Separate houses June 2016
