I know... but she won't say or do anything right now. I mean, look I know and have known I've been an oversite to her for a few years now... it just came to a head and man now, I'm like forget that! I deserve so much better, I do! I'm ok if it doesn't work sadly.. she's not willing to work on us after I'm willing to try an move on after this crap? Then we have a major issue and i will not stand for it.
I'm already just blown up by her actions... I don't know that I'll love again really, and never as much as I loved her. and I know trusting someone the way I trusted her prior to her A will never happen again. I have to work through all of this, and have to work through alot, but that's fine! I'll be an EVEN BETTER MAN in the end.
