2point and otw, I am grateful every day that H is still here in the home and at least making some effort. When I read other's sitches I do realize that I am so very lucky in that regard. But it does have a downside. The day to day stress and walking on eggshells is killing me. I realize that I do not have a "poker face" and although I am not following him around, I do have sad puppy dog eyes and I am sure he notices.
But then, yes, there are dinners, he is in our bed, he does hug me hello and he does initiate conversations in the past 2 months. Yes I am grateful. But I am also a wreck.
