Working on discovering myself - spiritually, emotionally, mentally.
Working on bettering myself - all the above + physically.
Diving into work as much as I can, running, working out, meditating, praying, seeking help from spiritual leaders and psych/therapy experts, rekindling old friendships lost since M, finding new friendships to fill the void. You name it, I think I've done it or am in the process of doing.
It still doesn't seem to help me shake things off when I am alone. Distractions and self improvement help greatly but there is more time spent on my own than I can handle at times. I know, baby steps and one day at a time - minutes at a time.