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I think we all go through those times. I find myself when i am alone wishing this never happened and we were together, then times like last night at kids swim lessons. She told them she was going to come. I was there dreading her showing up for some reason.
I am not sure why. She actually has not shown up to any of the lessons yet which is mind blowing to me. But that is another story

M 37
W 34

T 12
M 8
D 7
S 4

Need break 4/12/15
W no ring 7/7/15

Separate room 4/12/15
Separate living suggested 8/15
W moved out 11/1/15