Well I made the mistake again: kept hopes up and dropped from a higher ledge than I had anticipated. I need a D from social media. Yesterday was tough enough, last night even worse and today I'm spinning away in thought and angst.
I know my sitch isn't much different from anyone else's on here. We all land ourselves here - early enough if we are lucky - thinking our WAWs are just lost or confused. Too many of us later on realize WAW has one extra letter in it. We pray and search for a way out of this hell and for some of us it is just a little too late to comes to grips with the fact that it is a hell we created for ourselves.
I'm fairly certain this is a done deal for me so next step is just to move forward with myself and become the man I should have been years ago: The man as everyone here says, only a fool would leave.
Because I've been a fool anyone should leave for far too long.
