yep, I know....except this one is viral and it's the 2nd test and I havent been anywhere else to get it....no, I don't want to drive him away, even if it's positive. maybe it will be negative this time.
It sure puts me on edge though, I already have to really work to bite my tongue and it just makes it that much harder to keep quiet.
H is already talking about having to go do paperwork this weekend. maybe he does. I havent been checking up. I just hope he can find another job.
