I feel good, I really do right now.. just feel like I know my path and such. It's good to know, walking this path with a positive attitude and good thoughts. I know ups and downs, but I hope this is the start.

Now she on the other hand is saying nothing really, nothing especially about the A or us. No apologies no nothing. I'm not contacting her, I answer but don't initiate. No I love you's no nothing. I can't do anything for her at this point... she's not my priority and obviously I'm not her's because she's obviously not doing anything to make things better. As was said earlier, I thin she's waiting it out.. yet she doesn't think that this is not something you just push under the carpet.