I can't add anything to what Pink wrote that wouldn't simply be copying and not nearly as endearing.
But, I can tell you you doing your best in a crappy sitch and some days are going to get the better of you no matter what you write here, how supportive you are of other people in your real life and on this board. Some days are just tough Rd. You'er allowed to have them too.
I trust this will pass and is just a small step on your journey. No part of our lives are ever wasted either my friend, not one day passes that isn't part of your story or insignificant.
Keep your chin up buddy.
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