God I hate my instincts, because they don't miss often. I just got an email from H that says "I can take S to religious Ed. tonight so you can work on the taxes"....2 weeks ago he asked me to take him for the rest of the year because it would "be best for all concerned"....last Thursday, I'm pretty sure that he was with OW....thursday nite he told me he wasnt seeing her. /we had a great weekend, H was home, he's been hinting around at having to do paperwork this weekend again. Now this. I sent the following reply to H, don't know if it was wrong or right, but I felt I had to send it to not be a real doormat. "I can get taxes done with out a problem even if I take Aaron to class tonight. You asked me a couple of weeks ago if I would take him the rest of the year, and I've made plans to do that. Are there things that are changing for you that make you want things done differently now? I don't want to jump to conclusions and really try hard to avoid it, but some things that happen make it very difficult for me to avoid. I would appreciate it very much if you could be upfront with me." I feel like we need to have a discussion tonight regardless of who takes S to class, but I am very angry that he asks me to do it, gets my hopes up of course, and then turns right around and does this....This is one of their prime meeting times/places. SOMEBODY HELP. WHAT THE HELL DO I DO NOW? I'm so blown away I have no clue!!! H has read my E mail but not responded to it, he read it 35 minutes ago.
