Home for a few hours, then to cardiologist. News is troubling. Heart rate is very irregular. I have to go get a fancy portable heart monitor placed by the cardiologist. No hardship there...cardiologist could have been a supermodel if he hadn't been so darned smart.
Best case scenario, stress. Worst case, more damage to heart. Either way, I get to rest.
Thanks so much for the prayers, well wishes, and strength sent my way. Best group of people anywhere!!!
Ancaire, relax already dammit! Please, please, please, find a pleasant distraction from your problems, please find a way to get some rest and relief from all of your stress!
You realize with a criminal case in front of me, an unwanted divorce, the loss of house, pets, kids....
There's not a chance my stress level is going down. My heart is hammering out of my chest in the ER, and H decides that's a good time to tell me I really can handle a full-time job. It's hammering away right now...
Yes, Ancaire, I know. I am amazed that half of us are still alive, some days I just don't know how I am functioning. But look at us, we are doing it.
I have a healthy heart, but in the last month have noticed constant tooth and jaw pain. I realized I am clenching my jaw. I guess that is the anger kicking in.
I wish I lived closer, I'd take you in to my messy house with screaming kids. We'd push you right over the edge! Are you with your mother yet?
Sending prayers also that things get better. Hopes its just stress and nothing damaged. I've heard of actual broken heart also, really is surprising how we all survive this.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
