Uphill, I am proud of you, sir. Even though it seems that we think along the same lines, you are light years from where I am. I am just now dusting myself off and looking out of new eyes. I mess up - and really did these past couple of days - but I am at the point to where I no longer let those wild *ss emotions take control of me. It almost seems as if I am fine either way, as much as I want her and the marriage, I am finding that if she chooses the other way, I am OK with that too. How odd is that?
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.