I'm trying to save this marriage with hope we'll be better, but I don't think she'll ever be willing on trying to work on her issues... she has no desire to try to do for me emotionally or physically.
OK. So you wrote this. Where exactly is SHE in all of this? Is she interested in repairing your marriage? Is she pushing towards separation?
We all want to help you, but Im not positive all of the details of your situation yet.
