Hi Di,

I finally made it to the end of your thread!!! You stopped by mine a little bit ago and I have been taking minutes here and there to get through yours. It seems both our H are gamers and would rather do an instance with guild members then talk, laugh, touch a real live human female.

I think you said on my thread that you could have danced naked in front of him and it would not have made a difference. Mine too! I have done it.

December the new Star Wars comes out, so we can expect to be ignored then, unless of course we are dressed as a character!

You should make it your idea, and not his to be ignored. For the next 7 small, short days, just leave him be. He knows beyond the shadow of any doubt all he needs to do is send a text and you will be there for him. Take that away from him for a few days. Not to be mean. You need to pull away for yourself. You want your M so bad that I think you just may be slowing down the process.

I am so so so so excited about January for you! You can get a head start by seeing what books they used last term for your classes and peeking in them now. Are there any classes you HAVE to take that you dread? If you used the next 7 days to just throw yourself into those dreaded classes, school will go so much smoother.

Finding the discipline to force yourself to get the work done comes and goes in waves. So make sure now that you are on your determination wave that you get as much done as you can. We will help you!

When is your modeling event postponed to now?

Keep fighting the good fight!


Me: 42
H: 45
M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs
D: 17
D: 15
S: 12
I kicked him out 8/21/15
I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!