I keep reminding myself, I DESERVE TO BE LOVED! I DESERVE to be HAPPY! I want to be happy!
As my Professor said when I got promoted: "He's one of the most positive, most selfless, most giving, caring and toughest people I know." Brought me to tears that someone see's such great things in me. I don't do what I do for that, but sometimes it's nice to hear good things about me.
I don't hear it at home. LOL funny, I left my phone at a bar during a MicroBrew night and didn't realize it till the next day. I called they had. MY best buddy said "thats because your a good man. You've earned that goodness and good karma"
I LOVE ME!