Originally Posted By: Azzork
Originally Posted By: ktfo
I have a life! I train brazilian jiu jitsu everyday smile it's my lifes passion.. it's the only thing thats made me happy for the last 3 years ...


ktfo -
Im sorry you are here.
Have you read DB or DR yet?

Also, the "Get a Life" thing is not to say you hae 'no' life. But it's extremely important to rebuild your self worth and self confidence at a time like this. And the best way to do that is to start new hobbies and make new friends. Have you looked into that?

I understand! Thanks! So you all know, I've started the process of re-believing in ME! Building ME back to who I know I am! I'm a good Man! I'm a Man of standards and beliefs! I do right for the right reasons, I'm selfless and put other ahead of me. I help those that need help. I'll give you the shirt off my back in a moments notice. I have morals. I'm being postiive, being strong, being good! I will be A BETTER ME!
I WILL NOT let this break me down, even though it's a struggle at times.
I've started the following:
I will not contact her she has to initiate
I will not hover or anything it's up to her.
She needs to figure herself out and figure out how to make this right by me.
I did nothing wrong. I have done nothing but support her in everything! Her workouts, her personal training, her competing in a Jiu Jitsu tournament this past august. her wanting to do a physique competition. her diets her everything, I support her I love her so very very very much. now if she could reciprocate and show me that would be great.
The worst part is how much I love her!