I am shocked at how frightened I am...for months I've dreamed of the day he might tell me he wasnt seeing her, it happened, and now I'm scared spitless. I am afraid to believe him, because it would hurt worse to have my hopes dashed again. I'm afraid I will do something wrong and send him running right back to her.... I'm afraid he will go back even if I do everything right....
Has anybody else felt like this? How do I get past it so I can get on with what I need to do?
