Z and friends....today I'm loving the universe, because it really does seem like we've all been put together for a purpose, and a good one at that.
I am an imperfect human. I made so many mistakes in my M. I'm sorry it all fell apart, but I cannot for one second be sorry that I was led here. I definitely hurt my H. But as I've mentioned, I really hurt my children as much as, if not more than H, by my inability (before now) to take charge of and manage my depression issues.
Had I not found this site, I probably would have just continued my downward spiral even more quickly. I know where it would have led, and my children would have been destroyed. Post-DB? I've been working so hard to be the best person I can be. At first, for my M - but increasingly more for myself than anything - the greatest gift of all? My relationship with my children continues to heal and improve daily. I wasn't aware of the damage, but honest conversation, open hearts, and a spirit of forgiveness and compassion is changing all that.
I cannot say with words how thankful and blessed I have been to be given such an opportunity. DB has positively impacted 6 very fractured and hurt lives. Who's to say #7 won't eventually join us one day?
