Wow. I am not sure if it was the wedding this weekend or what. But everything is getting to me tonight. W called to say good night to kids but it was late. I found myself wondering if she would call or what she is doing. Then she tm me to see if they were awake. I got them to call her. I heard her voice and it hurt. I had to try to walk away and not listen.
Afterwards I am thinking about her and got emotional. I really miss her. I thought I was doing better. Now holidays are coming up and I normally love them and all that comes with it. Things just don't feel the same
Just needed to put this down somewhere I guess. I have not really communicates with her in two weeks now. I wouldn't break that now. I feel she has no desire to speak to me anyway.
Last edited by otw; 11/17/1502:49 AM.
M 37 W 34
T 12 M 8 D 7 S 4
Need break 4/12/15 W no ring 7/7/15
Separate room 4/12/15 Separate living suggested 8/15 W moved out 11/1/15
