BFuture

Hi

Its hard to do much when we are feeling sick, so just try to get some rest and take care of yourself

Good that you and H have a good working R

I don't think many of these MLcer who leave in search for happiness truly find it
unless they do some inner work
but I think your mutual friend said it all that he doesn't think H is happy

Your H may be peeking out and that is great that he can see how special your S is
and how proud he is of him

Obviously, your good parenting has paid off..

I think there is always guilt and regret..I also think they know deep inside the full truth of what they did and they will live with the guilt for the rest of their lives even if they make amends..They may try to lie to themselves, but unless there is substances or alcohol to numb the truth,,they live with it


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow