Thanks for the support and advice. I do trust my L. She really was not phased by the encounter and now with a few days to ponder over it, I am again moving forward.
There are some minor cracks starting to show at work. It is hard to be fully here when I have to look for a house, meet with Ls, call appraisers, figure out my expenses with my financial adviser, see psychologist(s), and leave work earlier every day. Fortunately, I had a long frank chat with my boss about my sitch and he has been very supportive.