Pho, I completely relate. I'm experiencing the same. It's a bit of depression which is very normal. For me the keys to battling it are gratitude, journaling my prayers, exercise and trying to stay in the present. Even king David took to his bed bad cried out to God. Together you and God have this!
Me53 H48 M 13 No children together BDMay '15 PA June '15 H moves out,files 8/15 wants "quick divorce" but does nothing Me sending proposal 12/15, court dates upcoming