thank you M, I am definitely going to begin looking into it. I agree in the fact that I need to be careful with what I say to her. I do need to dig my heels and be ready to follow through with my decisions. I have been driven mostly be fear. Fear of her leaving me (she has already done that), or rocking the boat (sad, but I find it we all do it), pride (fear of being thought a failure due to my divorce), I am not afraid of being alone, I don't think that I will be, I think highly of myself in that regards, weird because I find myself comparing myself with OM, which in itself is sad, being that we are not the same and no one is better or less than another person.
M: 34 W: 33 S: 7 S: 14 months BD: 6/2015 Separation: 6/2015 Back and Forth between Home and Moms
