There are usually lots of positives when we're in a position to look for them.
Even if there weren't, how are you helping you? Have you read BoldNBeautiful's thread? I don't need to repeat advice that she got from others, which might be good for you too.
Hugs,
Betsey
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."