I have a feeling this wedding is not the silver bullet I was hoping for. I will just have to wait and see.
It wont. Nothing will be a silver bullet that fixes all of this so stop looking for it now, it will just save you some heart ache.
I still find it hard to accept that my W just doesn't love me anymore because I am still feeling the same love for her, why not her to me?
Why do you assume she doesn't love you? Or even better that this has anything to do with love? This is more than likely about what she feels will make her happy, not love. Here's the painful reality of all of this, she can divorce you and still love you. She can destroy your family and still love you. She can move on and find a new partner and still love you. She can live her life out never telling you anything about the way she feels and still love you. Love has nothing to do with what shes doing and it wont save or guarantee anything in the future.
Maybe I am just reading too much into it.
Yep.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
