So just downloaded codependent no more and have started to read this

If my W had died then this would I feel be easier as I would have to accept that she had gone

Me:48 W 41
M:18 T:26
2 D 18 & 4
2 S 17 & 13
Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation
D filed 06/17
Separate houses 10/17
D Final 29/12//17.