Wow, mind is blown 10

[indigo1]

I know the way you feel right now as I'm sure almost everyone on this site does. Its also likely that the OM did get to her over the last couple days and aid in her putting the walls back up. Like you said though, it doesn't matter at this point. It's also funny how things can change when the W realizes that you really have dropped the rope and are moving forward. Has she ever really felt the loss of you up to this point? And I mean REALLY feel it? I think it's time to go as dark as possible. If she really was coming around a bit over the past week those thoughts in her head didn't just disappear because of the talk or outside influences. Be the best dad possible and really start making a new life for yourself. Let her deal with her own choices for awhile. I'm willing to bet its not all sunshine and roses.