Wow, mind is blown 10

[Uphill]

Yeah, I just gotta start telling people to let it alone. There are a lot of people watching my back and I never know where it is gonna come from so I guess I just start telling people as they "try" to help.

As far as sticking around, I plan on being here. For me. Also to support others when I can.

I think the part that makes it suck a little worse was seeing the real XF shine through Monday-Thursday morning. We saw each other a lot with S4 swaps and it truely felt like she had opened up and realized he path was not right for her. From Thursday morning on I didn't see her for 2 days. I have to think there was some sort of outside influance during that time. Whether a friend, OM... Somebody got to her and her walls went back up immediately. It is what it is. No sense over analyzing anything else. I can hold my head high knowing I have everything I could to try to make this work.