Actually I've had the same thought about competitiveness and "winning", but I don't know why it's so hard for me to be around her....of course the post in between here is going to be really weird in context. Now then, since I've been kind of hiding out, maybe really making a point of being around would be a 180, not particularly R related, but still a 180 that might be good for me in some way (the old "suffering builds character theory" at work?)... Maybe it would get on her last nerve and she would complain to H!!!! hehe! that would be good, if she started to complain to H about me being at work! I'll have to put this into my thinking cap.
