This is going to sound like a weird question but here goes, I have more where this came from, too1
I don't know how to handle being around OW. Frankly, I kind of hide out so I don't have to see her...our offices are in different buildings, so I avoid going where I might see her as much as possible and unless I absolutely have to. When I have to be where I might run in to her, I try to really up the PMA and be chatty and happy and talk w/every body but her....
I really have to grab myself by the collar and MAKE myself do it, though....arghhhhh...I hate it...
so I don't know, my question of the second is, is it ok to give myself a break and not be where I might run into her anymore than I have to? OR is there a reason to really push myself to be there more? I have no clue......any thoughts? or does not matter, it's just more of my overanalyzing? and I should not sweat the smaller stuff and do what's easiest because there's plenty of big stuff to deal with?
I may post this both places to try to get ideas...


been around awhile!