Thanks EMMess. It's natural to think about one we've loved for so long and have lost. Grieving takes time but we will move forward. What's the alternative? I'd rather look ahead.

Appreciate the love and support.

M: 33 W: 30
T: 14 M: 9
S2
BD: May/2015 (w moves into spare bedroom one week later)
EA / PA (discovered): June/2015
W moves out (living with OM): Sep/2015