Aw man. Had the talk. He just left. I don't know what to think.
Basically he's just worried we're not going anywhere. He doesn't want to me to wait to apply for my citizenship test till I move, cause it can take a while and we probably won't start the divorce process till I get it. He's also extremely concerned about money. And so worried that I'm relying solely on him to get me jobs. Which was his idea in the first place, he made it sound like it wouldn't be a big deal. He kinda wanted me to be able to tell him how long I'll be relying on him financially. He suggested that since him and I have a hard time talking about these things, maybe we could find a trusted friend to work sort of as a mediator.
He complained about basically being homeless. He thought it was unfair, he didn't understand how he ended up in this situation. And I didn't even say happy birthday to him on his bday even though we've been together for 15 years. So I kinda laughed and gave him a big hug. He didn't seem totally into it, but I wasn't really expecting him to.
Throughout all this he did all the talking, I nodded my head and said things like 'I understand' and "That makes sense". Mainly because I knew we'd probably fight and I don't want to make any promises either, unless I know I can keep them.
Now I'm terrified about the future again...
Hope everyone else is having a better night than me.
