Hi Sunny. I get where your coming from and I haven't closed off forever just for now. I have never handled rejection well and like most on here I really believed EXW and I would be together for ever.
I don't think I could handle rejection on that level again I have the business and my kids to keep me very busy I do meet ladies and you never know what's around the corner.
I e always been drawn to Pink because I see the rebel but also the caring. All the ladies who have taken an interest in me seem unbelievably kind and caring and it staggers me that your Hs are so stupid.
Pink also reminds me of a girl I was very close with right before I met EXW. She was a biker , really cool and beautiful. My group of friends all went to Soul and Northern Soul clubs and this girl danced like an angel. She went out with one of my best friends and when they split we became fantastic friends We did date for a while but she wasn't over my friend. (. Brad Pitts double before Brad was famous ). He was killed in a bike crash a few months later and she was devastated.
Before I left UK for Ireland I went see this girl. , I was living with EXW at this stage and deeply in love. Myself and the girl went to a park and chatted about our deceased friend While sitting on a bench an elderly couple walked past and the lady told us that she was a psychic and could see our souls were meant to be together. The girl was very emotional anyway but this pushed her over the edge and she begged me to stay with her. It was one of the hardest days of my life and I did love this girl on some level She's happily married now with 2 kids !!
Pink has always reminded my of this girl in lots of ways and I so wish I could have met her back In the day because I'm sure we would have been great friends
I don't think you and I would have that deep connection Sunny , it would be much more of a animalistic Phyiscal thing !!!!!!!!! You know , never getting dressed or talking , just physical , over over again Just satisfying our most basic needs Again and again. Would that be enough ? Maybe for a few years but eventually after trying everything and more , again and again !!! We would need to take a break and start over for another few years and an endless cycle would repeat itself and that's no good. , IS IT ??????
