Newcomer Looking For Advice

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Haha i know its gota be here on me struggling a bit with that ive always put so much focus on trying to make her happy.

On another not W is outa bed now and she was staring at me i said whats up? Then she said nothing a bit later she said im not doing much cominicating with ger and said she though we were at a stand still. I ask what she meant she said we havent been taking as much. Im still learing here so i wasnt sure what to say so i said i was trying to give here some space and to keep my mind off the A. She asked if i was happy and said it needs to be a 2way steet us both being happy. I said i guess so. I probably screwed up royaly here i dont know what to say anymore when she askes about my feelings or our R im torn what to say just wana tell the truth but i feel like advice from here is causing me to do otherwise