have i been making mistakes too long part 7

[tkdmme]

Thank Uphill,

I'm just saying conflicted. I don't if I like this girl because there is a real attraction or If I like her because I've been soooo lonely for the past year.

I'm not sure if it's ok to continue to to talk and hang out with her or not. I am having a good time getting to know her but it just doesn't feel right.


This stuff is so hard. I'm sick of being sad and lonely. I'm sick of crying. It's like I'm feeling guilty for having a good time.

I just want it to be over. It's been going on now for so long. What makes it worse is that we are still in the same house. I don't want to be there when she is there.