Back on these forums again 3

[Mona52]

I had an amazing night last night. I took my niece, who just turned 21 a few months ago out dancing. My mother goes out with a group of her friends every Friday, so me and my niece crashed her party.

My niece could be a super model. She is drop dead gorgeous and 21. Not the easiest for my battered ego to deal with, lol, but I still had guys asking me to dance all night. This one guy kept thanking me. He called me beautiful and couldn't believe I said yes. I was floored. Then the huge group went out to breakfast and a guy in the group close to my age told me I had "all kinds of rhythm" on the dance floor and my niece said I looked great out there.

It was a huge superboost to my PMA. I actually felt amazing a couple times. My mind is spinning this morning replaying every thing. The conversation with jerk face, slow dancing with a different guy, laughing with the group, but feeling sad because something was missing.

Of course, my mind keeps fixating on 2 pieces of my text with jerk face. The first thing I am obsessed with is him saying "many times" he wanted to text me. And the second thing is that he does not want to hear about my dating. I latched on to the first thing and now I am checking my stupid phone way too much, and of course there is no text.

I can spout "no expectations" on everyone's thread, but can't figure out how to do it myself.

I have a jam packed day lined up, hopefully I can get online later and stop by some threads here.