You know, Focus, I like to say H' s behavior changed suddenly, with no warning - but that's not true. 3 years ago his mother died, and he's been changing since then...I just didn't realize how much until BD. He never seemed overly afraid of death before, but now he's brought it up a couple of times; once, in reference to having to watch me die - and again, saying he was worried I would kill him. I did ask a policeman for a gun so I could shoot his cheating behind, but, I wasn't quite myself at the time. And he's assuming I wanted him dead...not! I prefer the idea of him suffering. Guess I'll keep that to myself.
