I really do hope things work out today for something positive, it would be real nice to see. It would be good if it goes the way you want i'm just concerned you have worked yourself up to getting a specific answer and unsure how you will react if doesn't happen that way. Remember to keep your emotions in check no matter what happens.
Take the day easy and still have a plan that doesn't revolve around XF so your not sitting and stewing on all of this. What are your plans for today and tomorrow, anything exciting?
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
