A couple of weeks ago, I found something I didn't know what to think about... --Sat. afternoon (3/6, this would have been), we had some confrontations (if you want sordid details, they're in newcomers in cheese hunting and blowing off steam 2 & 3)I was so po'd I also snooped in the place where he keeps our naughty polaroid pics. Someone would have gotten hurt if I found the OW's there, but, I was touched, what I found was pics of me from clear back when we were dating and first married....not "nudie" shots, although one was when I remember he ripped back a shower curtain and shocked me, but others were of me in kind of skimpy clothes, and of me holding our daughter, looked like unclothed, when she was a tiny baby. I was so much thinner then, no wonder I'm not as appealing. If only I could get back there overnight. But, he's kept those pics all these years, and put them in with the new ones....I don't know what that means, but he must be trying to stir something up, see if somethings there? I don't know. I was strangely touched though. Do any of you veterans here in piecing have any thoughts on what this might mean? It would seem to me like there's still an emotional connection there...yes/no????why would he still have these and have them hidden in a secret spot?
