Was invited on a date and Matt is being a real d-bag. You wouldn't think the two would be connected... But... Since the last D hearing and finalization, Matt has gone into hiding. Doesn't respond to me if I reach out. Doesn't text D21 and rarely texts D13.
So, today, D21 said she needed some health ins info and was nervous reaching out. So, I texted Matt. No response. This is ins and health related. Pissed me off. Asked... Is this still your number? Received an irritated response. He made it clear he is back to hating me and wanting nothing to do with me. Here's where it connects to dating...
My life is coming together. I believed in Matt more than I ever believed in anyone. I don't want to be cast aside again ever. I feel and hear all of Matt's criticisms when I get ready to meet someone else... What if I'm too this or too that??
Still reconciling how someone I trusted implicitly could turn into such a dicck.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
