sometimes I'm disgusted at the fact that it took getting "booted in the butt" to get me to make the changes I've made....I don't know how I managed to slip so far from the "real me"....If I had had the sense to not do that, I believe a lot of the current problems would have been avoided. I guess the good part is that I'm living proof that old dogs can learn new tricks........or at least relearn old ones! But, everything I've done needed to be done for me....