/sigh. I was hoping reading those two books would have you start seeing how your actions have contributed to the situation. It seems your still not ready to see.
She offered you a way to talk to them in the beginning and you abused it to try and get her back, talk to.her, shame her. She tried to sit down with you and work out a visitation schedule and you jumped up on your mighty high horse and acted like a fool.
I can see why she would say the comment about you being stable. Your version of the events vary wildly from the version we see when you post text conversations.
What did you get from reading the books, any realizations about your actions recently or from the past?
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
