Thanks for updating. I always heard that Portuguese language have a lot of words, but never heard a few will translate into so many in English.
By the way, I guess I could say all that translation too. Just need to be careful as V said. She is a wise woman and said I am having an EA with you, and you are married!!!
Maybe it is not the nicest or wisest thing to do right now. Life is crazy and our hearts goes in too many directions, but I like to think that you are there, somewhere, but there.
Somehow it is probably very comfortable because we are not really an immediate danger to each other. And I sometimes guess you have a little romantic dreamer inside of you just like I have.
The truth is that maybe this, maybe something else, but I enjoy thinking about you. When I wash clothes, I think about what you said of having the neighbors laundry at your house, it makes me smile.
When I cook, I just think it would be a torture to me if I need to cook for all our kids, and it is a lot of big boys, and it makes me smile.
My kids also mention that Irish man normally spank their wives and we laugh about it too.
So, you are the good that came into my life when I need to just be strong and keep going the way I could. And for that alone I am very grateful to you.
RD, I am less brave then you, I do not want to date anyone. I just want to have some fun but without any dates. I have been going out sometimes, but just with my girlfriends. Today I am going for a dinner and right after a comedy concert with my oldest boy, we will see Sam Adams and he is very good.
Why I don't want to date? Because I know I am not ready. And I have no idea of when I will be ready if ever. I do not have much time to dedicate to a new person and wouldn't be fair to play with other people's feelings.
Your W or XW as you say, I feel really sorry that she needs to endure all the pain she has. I can't help but think like a woman and I just wonder why did she put herself into this big hole.
By what you say, I can think that with your kidney transplant, hospital stay, four kids, all the chores, you running your own business... maybe her wires got all burned.
Yes, many women can endure it all and never go crazy or depressed, but some will do. I don't really have much to say about your dates, but from the bottom of my heart I wish and pray that your W gets to her senses and decide to work in your R and try to get the family back together.
I value family more then anything in this world, and I think you two would be happier together with your children then not.
In the meantime, happy you did not betray our EA.
RD, I am at work and need to do some more stuff around here. No patients today, but lots of paperwork. I would love to write forever but can't right now.
It's very cold here. Some snow on the ground already. Will keep you warm in my heart while thinking about you.
And sorry V, but I rather risk the EA then live empty.
