H: You are angry now and I understand. All I ask is that you truly take the time to think about it when you are calm.

H: I dont want o fight with you

H: I our in done way getting those emotions and words off your chest help you in some way

H: Ugh auto correct

Me: Actually, if I could slap you like they did in the olden movies, that would really help laugh

H: Lol come and take your best shot

H: I knew for a long time your fell out of love with me and I know I caused it. But will still like it very much if we could still continue to be be friends

Me: I do feel better, yes. Honestly, I'm not mad at you. I love you. I'm not in love with you and I don't want you to lose weight. You have no idea how that affected me. Oh he||, since I already went bat sh(oops it makes that another swear word) crazy today, I might as well cross another line. You were this thin once before.

Me: and it drove me crazy something we did in the bedroom when you were this thin. I saw you in the kitchen for the first time in months and was flooded with memories, LOL

H: What was it lol

Me: nothing, im just saying I dont want you to be thin or depressed. If i can help, i will, but I cant take away from the kids because you are an adult.

Me: you know what I really really want from you??

H: ?????

Me: A text during the day... How r u?

H: Many times I wanted to but I didn't know how you would react

Me: You are a total as(oops s), and I completely hate you, but I miss a day time text

H: Lol dont hold back tell me exactly what you are thinking

Me: So if I want to talk to you, you are cool with that? I mean talk like stupid shi (stuff)

H: Sure

H: Again, there is no reason we cant continue to be friends

Me: I need to set a boundary laugh. I want you to date and move on, but i absolutely font want to hear about it, ok?

H: Same

H: Lol Text away but I have to do my $25 grocery shopping lol

H: And im not dressed yet

H: I really do with you would reconsider doing me that favor. or at least make a counter offer smile

Me: Counter offer, you take the kids and I will pay you support

H: Lol

Me: Get me 2 customers and I will drop it to what you want.

H: Oh, are we resorting to bribery now? you are evil and must be destroyed lmao

H: But seriously pls think about it

Me: I would be thrilled to show you my expenses and thrilled if you showed me how I can live finanically

H: and the amount I am asking you to drop the support fixes that?

H: that little bit is the difference between me making it or failing.

Me: every penny counts right now, I'm living in just as much poverty as you. Actually, I have no idea how I can pay the rent before Nov 27th so you will get a text asking for rent.

H: OK. You're not hearing me. Have a great day. Dont work to hard on Candy Crush. Lol

H: I'll text you later when I'm back

Me: I can't H. If you are done talking to me because I wont, tell me and I will leave you alone.

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I am almost done... he slips into some serious depression now, so one more post and i will be done
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Me: 42
H: 45
M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs
D: 17
D: 15
S: 12
I kicked him out 8/21/15
I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!