H: You are angry now and I understand. All I ask is that you truly take the time to think about it when you are calm.
H: I dont want o fight with you
H: I our in done way getting those emotions and words off your chest help you in some way
H: Ugh auto correct
Me: Actually, if I could slap you like they did in the olden movies, that would really help
H: Lol come and take your best shot
H: I knew for a long time your fell out of love with me and I know I caused it. But will still like it very much if we could still continue to be be friends
Me: I do feel better, yes. Honestly, I'm not mad at you. I love you. I'm not in love with you and I don't want you to lose weight. You have no idea how that affected me. Oh he||, since I already went bat sh(oops it makes that another swear word) crazy today, I might as well cross another line. You were this thin once before.
Me: and it drove me crazy something we did in the bedroom when you were this thin. I saw you in the kitchen for the first time in months and was flooded with memories, LOL
H: What was it lol
Me: nothing, im just saying I dont want you to be thin or depressed. If i can help, i will, but I cant take away from the kids because you are an adult.
Me: you know what I really really want from you??
H: ?????
Me: A text during the day... How r u?
H: Many times I wanted to but I didn't know how you would react
Me: You are a total as(oops s), and I completely hate you, but I miss a day time text
H: Lol dont hold back tell me exactly what you are thinking
Me: So if I want to talk to you, you are cool with that? I mean talk like stupid shi (stuff)
H: Sure
H: Again, there is no reason we cant continue to be friends
Me: I need to set a boundary . I want you to date and move on, but i absolutely font want to hear about it, ok?
H: Same
H: Lol Text away but I have to do my $25 grocery shopping lol
H: And im not dressed yet
H: I really do with you would reconsider doing me that favor. or at least make a counter offer
Me: Counter offer, you take the kids and I will pay you support
H: Lol
Me: Get me 2 customers and I will drop it to what you want.
H: Oh, are we resorting to bribery now? you are evil and must be destroyed lmao
H: But seriously pls think about it
Me: I would be thrilled to show you my expenses and thrilled if you showed me how I can live finanically
H: and the amount I am asking you to drop the support fixes that?
H: that little bit is the difference between me making it or failing.
Me: every penny counts right now, I'm living in just as much poverty as you. Actually, I have no idea how I can pay the rent before Nov 27th so you will get a text asking for rent.
H: OK. You're not hearing me. Have a great day. Dont work to hard on Candy Crush. Lol
H: I'll text you later when I'm back
Me: I can't H. If you are done talking to me because I wont, tell me and I will leave you alone.
------------------- I am almost done... he slips into some serious depression now, so one more post and i will be done -------------------
Me: 42 H: 45 M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs D: 17 D: 15 S: 12 I kicked him out 8/21/15 I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!