What azz just said right there is spot on. When I was in this mess two years ago right around christmas I was in the same boat as you. I still remember the christmas talk when my W said I guess you can get D in the afternoon for a little while. I got up, walked out and did not talk to her in any way for a week. I had truly dropped the rope for the first time. My W obviously sensed this. Christmas day I was back in the house and we have been together ever since.
separated since 9/01/13 M-31 W-36 D-4 Move back home 12/26/13 3 months of tough times Finally in a happy M